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Bang bang i shoot you
For some strange and mysterious reason, ive completely lost interest in blogging. More like ive ran out of inspiration. And this blog shall thus...degrade into...an ordinary ranting blog. Not that it was any special before hand, but it was humour brain racking. Sarcasm has an active time limit. Oh and by the way, the song thats playing now and the next one are officially my two favourite songs for now.
One of my friends quit his job, either got sacked or left(hehe). and hes gna just rot at home until april. Uh-oh..i forsee a wave of unstoppable, tormenting emo-ing coming his way. Right on the path of self-destruction, im gna warn him and tell him to get his ass up and working. Now, some back ground infomation: He is has a bad record for reculcitrant emo-ing about girls, girl rather lol. and that happens when hes alone and has nothing to do. LIKE ME, except mines plural LOL. (girlS) why do you think im so occupied? Well this is no confession but i believe its pretty obvious that guys like me and HIM are extremely vulnerable in such isolated situations. I too was on the path of self destruction(during the CNY holidays with no work) with occasional reliefs by talking to nice friends but when i finally found the root of the problem, i was like, oh shit man...what the kuku am i doing??? well the root of the problem is too embarassing to say lol i'll tell u if u ask me in msn. and it is NOT PMS, as you can see i am a male. The moral of the story is, thank you yx for letting me gain enlightenment. I SEE THE LIGHT!!
To add to the list of tasks to keep myself busy. Ive suddently, decided to comply with my 爹's request to begin golf classes, and also driving classes. To my surprise, he told me not to start now, as delighted as he was, he explained that i might lose and forget the skill during NS, so its better to start after i come out and before i start UNI.(assuming i don't fail A-levels and get retained) and even if i get retained i tink i'll fail again. cause not 2 weeks ago a friend asked me to teach MACLURINS series, and i was like...errrmm..gimmme awhile......and when i came back she said :" solve liao?" den i was like....yea i found out whats maclurin, so whats the question? i figured she shouldn't even bother asking. Because honestly, my brain stopped working, the only thing working hard was my heart, but that retired too after enlightenment. ok not retired, suspended LOL.
Yesterday was thursday, CHU 4, 4th day of chinese new year. and according to the feng shui master, (for those of you who believe) Chu 4 is the WORSE DAY OF THE YEAR TO START Work. and ironically chu 5 is a good day to start. thats why most shops don't open until friday(today). Ah so thursday was bliss, i woke up LATE, ate breakfast LATE, turned on the computer to see my forum friends LATE, ate lunch LATE and when my dad came home, he started screaming at me for rotting at home and not going to the gym. Well i was wrong not to go to the gym but i did do my exercise at home, and cmon...its cny! oh well, i went today and extended my membership. You know, its sucha hassle to wait an hour for bus 57 to come to get me there, and wait another hour for bus 57 to come and get me back. Not to mention i gotta see ah bengs in sch uniform quarrel and fight over who stare at who first,whos gf is more pretty(more ahlian u mean), and who not happy with who. Im happy with everyone.=) im a peace-loving guy.
Fun facts: Did you know that NTU is an acronym for Ninja Turtle Univeristy, and SMU is SuperMan University? Add an A infront of NUS and u get ****. yep that was conjured by the bullcrap department of my brain 30 seconds ago.
Honestly, i hate going to work. Don't get me wrong i love my work its just i hate the process of going to work, and getting back. Well firstly i have to change bus, and it takes a long time and the bus is always so freakin crowded. Heres the irony, 171 comes...the small oridinary bus, everyone sqeezes in, the bus uncle shouts "EH BEHIND GOT GHOST AR?!?". While i peek out of the window and i see a empty, comfortable 851 long bus zoom past. Wow, and the government promotes efficiency. No wonder we're in a recession. Okay anyw, i don't mind that., the nxt part is that i have to pay 2 DOLLAR A TRIP!!! thats erm...15 minutes of work! ok i can do that. but what i personally don't like about going to work, even so more than coming back, is the people. The students...those taking bus with me...they're uniforms. those schools, rich, good smart schools up bukit timah. They stare at me like im some adult going to work. I don't know i don't like it. Its almost like i wanna go back to school, although i don't want to. i don't like it.
On thursday i had piano class, i love thursdays for that hehe. i always go to the centre 1 hour earlier just to practice. But the only problem is 80% of the pianos there suck!! ok not as suck as those in aj =.= bleah(those are beyond the suck scale dont' ask, just leave ur piano in a corner for 500 years and it should be close). Ok those in the piano centre suck cause....the principal...according to my sources..is too cheapskate to fix them. Theres about 10 studios there or so, each having a piano with some other musical instruments etc etc. and i each time i go i have to enter EVERY studio to press afew buttons to see if its ok. i get really ticked off about spoilt or imperfect tunes. Oh well but the teacher is nice, and funny lol and good. and the lesson itself is 45mins-1hour, and i stay another 1-2 hours after that to practice. Although i can do it at home there has the atmosphere. and im like the only noob there lol. Those than sign up are like grade 5/6/7/8 and i write down beginner LOL. Well its not that im a beginner but its cause i don't take classes, as in i dun take formal classes, i don't read tao gay. I just learn for fun hehehe.
DAY BREAKS BELL!!
If i had a choice of living the life i have now, and slowly unravel the unlimited potential of the future or to REset my life from say...sec 1 and relive it. Id rather the latter. Ive got too many regrets too many mistakes too many missed opportunities i wanna turn back the clock and correct them. Ive to put up with haunting and and and spilling memories and only after repetitive chanting that im an idiot im and idiot and covering my face in embarassment that i forget it, for an hour at least. Ah..regret..sometimes...having a good memory isn't sucha good thing.
Lame comment of the day: Make up turns men off, Thick makeup turns them back on.
~datahush vi britannia commands..
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