Nan tou you kotou

Ohhh..no flashes please no flashes...not because i am performing, but because, my skin has a really challenging terrain, crests and throughs of different shapes and sizes, colours too. Where shine and glow from less than perfect skin is concerned, oil plays a really big role. If i could open an oil company on my face i would call it..datahush oil ptd ltd. Now thats the reason i don't upload prom photos, but id send to you if asked.

Prom wasn't exactly the most exciting in the world for me, i didn't feel like i took away much, let alone the fact reconcilation mission failed. Recalling the event, after it ended, there was a 1 hour discussion on which club to go, which most are full. Some regulars and more experienced people already left early to go, good initiative. This went on until i realised.....IM NOT 18 YETTTT!!! which of course meant i don't qualify, i know you may say try to sneak sneak etc, but during this kind of season, they check every pink card in all your wallets. So i went with all the other 17 year old december buddies to kbox overnight, which only 1 came along LOL. The whole time, i was sick. I lasted mainly cause of the clarinase which cleared my throat for 6-12 hours, i counted because my nose tap came loose at 5am or so. Kbox didn't sell warm water, and didn't sell water at all, so i settled for chlorine in the toliet. I mean they did, but its 5++ which idiot would pay. theres a few things i learnt from overnight kbox, 1. don't do it too often, 2. don't go if i am sick. 3. i can't sing. arranged in order of importance, (increasing order)

Its the time of the month again when i start to feel moody, start thinking excessively. Maybe cause i haven't had chocolate in months, but this time i had genuine reasons. RL says nt to be moody cause nobody likes moody guys. Why should i be worried about that? does the loser scale go below 0? Oh well, my self esteem isn't that low, its just exaggeration. I'll save venting for the hotline.

The sleep deprived me, reached home at 6.30am yesterday, parents :"so i guess you didn't come home late after all, you came home really early", don't get me wrong they weren't angry. i had afew hours of sleep but keep getting disturbed by the irritating nightingale(yellow bird), stoned and reflected in the afternoon and went for piano class in the evening, due to me fatigue i reached an hour early, so i played on the variety of piano's outside the school while closing my eyes and resting, letting my fingers do the dirty work. when i opened, i was shocked to see quite afew people watching, girls mainly, i suddently stopped cause my trend of thoughts were disturbed, friendly me said hi, and they walked away. Wasn't surprised. Then after, i learnt a new full song, winter sonata, in an hour, i was surprised, i thought i would have took a week, turns out i play better when im tired/emo/unhappy. Its my 3rd lesson out of 6 and by the way, im getting a much better deal than what i paid for, im paying 109 dollars for 4 lessons, the principal gave me 2 lessons extra free, so its 6 lessons in total, half an hour each but im taught for 1hour+ each time, is that cool or what. Contact me if you wanna join me hahaha.

Woke up early today, ate burnt croysannt for breakfast, porriage for lunch and sat at the piano the whole time, cracking my head over the wu ding piano score. I CAN'T READ THE TAO GAY!! its irritating, so i gave up and just listened to the mp3 for a million times, when i finally could get alittle of it, it was soooo nice but im nw kinda sick of the song. but i need to listen to more chinese songs otherwise nth to sing. Ate porriage for lunch, bad but i won't complain, laughed at my dog whose sentenced to 2 weeks confinement for breaking the law: Peeing on the floor.

went to see the doctor, gave me some medicine and now im feelings sleep(drowsy), guess i'll slp v early.

Lame comment of the day: I learnt that too much eye shadow makes you look like xiong mao

Nan tou you kotou

Ohhh..no flashes please no flashes...not because i am performing, but because, my skin has a really challenging terrain, crests and throughs of different shapes and sizes, colours too. Where shine and glow from less than perfect skin is concerned, oil plays a really big role. If i could open an oil company on my face i would call it..datahush oil ptd ltd. Now thats the reason i don't upload prom photos, but id send to you if asked.

Prom wasn't exactly the most exciting in the world for me, i didn't feel like i took away much, let alone the fact reconcilation mission failed. Recalling the event, after it ended, there was a 1 hour discussion on which club to go, which most are full. Some regulars and more experienced people already left early to go, good initiative. This went on until i realised.....IM NOT 18 YETTTT!!! which of course meant i don't qualify, i know you may say try to sneak sneak etc, but during this kind of season, they check every pink card in all your wallets. So i went with all the other 17 year old december buddies to kbox overnight, which only 1 came along LOL. The whole time, i was sick. I lasted mainly cause of the clarinase which cleared my throat for 6-12 hours, i counted because my nose tap came loose at 5am or so. Kbox didn't sell warm water, and didn't sell water at all, so i settled for chlorine in the toliet. I mean they did, but its 5++ which idiot would pay. theres a few things i learnt from overnight kbox, 1. don't do it too often, 2. don't go if i am sick. 3. i can't sing. arranged in order of importance, (increasing order)

Its the time of the month again when i start to feel moody, start thinking excessively. Maybe cause i haven't had chocolate in months, but this time i had genuine reasons. RL says nt to be moody cause nobody likes moody guys. Why should i be worried about that? does the loser scale go below 0? Oh well, my self esteem isn't that low, its just exaggeration. I'll save venting for the hotline.

The sleep deprived me, reached home at 6.30am yesterday, parents :"so i guess you didn't come home late after all, you came home really early", don't get me wrong they weren't angry. i had afew hours of sleep but keep getting disturbed by the irritating nightingale(yellow bird), stoned and reflected in the afternoon and went for piano class in the evening, due to me fatigue i reached an hour early, so i played on the variety of piano's outside the school while closing my eyes and resting, letting my fingers do the dirty work. when i opened, i was shocked to see quite afew people watching, girls mainly, i suddently stopped cause my trend of thoughts were disturbed, friendly me said hi, and they walked away. Wasn't surprised. Then after, i learnt a new full song, winter sonata, in an hour, i was surprised, i thought i would have took a week, turns out i play better when im tired/emo/unhappy. Its my 3rd lesson out of 6 and by the way, im getting a much better deal than what i paid for, im paying 109 dollars for 4 lessons, the principal gave me 2 lessons extra free, so its 6 lessons in total, half an hour each but im taught for 1hour+ each time, is that cool or what. Contact me if you wanna join me hahaha.

Woke up early today, ate burnt croysannt for breakfast, porriage for lunch and sat at the piano the whole time, cracking my head over the wu ding piano score. I CAN'T READ THE TAO GAY!! its irritating, so i gave up and just listened to the mp3 for a million times, when i finally could get alittle of it, it was soooo nice but im nw kinda sick of the song. but i need to listen to more chinese songs otherwise nth to sing. Ate porriage for lunch, bad but i won't complain, laughed at my dog whose sentenced to 2 weeks confinement for breaking the law: Peeing on the floor.

went to see the doctor, gave me some medicine and now im feelings sleep(drowsy), guess i'll slp v early.

Lame comment of the day: I learnt that too much eye shadow makes you look like xiong mao