reflections
anata wa oleno kanojo, sonnako touwa dekinai
As much as i desire and want to make an effort to put at least one post a day. My procrastinatic mind is fighting as hard as the lack of incentive discourages spilling tears and sorrow on the webpage. Indulging myself in the world of audible transverse waves as you are now(if u have ur speaker on), i enter my dimension of deception and illusion. How does one assert the degree of stress and pressure one's mind contains, and therefore rightfully allocate accurate quantities of leisure to oneself.
Today was short and sweet, as yesterday was. With the shorterned timetable, we are now home everyday before 2pm. "to study" but for me, to rest and do light work. Had a watermelon for lunch, not literally, just two pieces. "alkaline" healthy daily diets don't seem to be doing its part in this war. First lesson was physics lecture, half my mind listening, the other half still in the process of waking up. Constantly ensuring my other half was attentive and understood the words of the old baldy. My attention spurred, when the lecturer started talking about something which i did not understand, if you must know, The difference between an Intrinsic and Extrinsic semiconductor, which happens to be one which is doped with impurities and one which is pure, respectively. Doping includes both N-type and P-types which indicates either penta-valent or tri-valent inpurity doping of the group 4 semiconductor.
"Brrrriiinngggg..."the cliched description of the bell ringing went. Those beside and around me rapidly but ironically, neatly stuffed their belonging into their bags/handbags/hoversacks/slingbags/etc, and rushed/dashed/walked briskly/walked/dragged their feet/ be dragged to the canteen for their first meals of the day. i sat there in my seat, thinking if these people had seriously realised how much time left they have in school, and that they should just sit back, shut their mouths and enjoy the ambience of the auditorium. In my lecture slide degraded eye, i saw that i was alone, in the cool quiet auditorium. No, i was wrong, behind me were 4 sleeping classmates. i packed my own belongings, and went down on the stage to the piano.
dumping my waterbottle and bag on the table nearby. My left hand reached to the piano's wooden cover while my right, opened the top string cover. Simultaneously, both hands lifted. The classic smell of possibly decade old wood entered my nostriles, as unpleasant as it sounds, those whom do not have the love for music will not comprehend such pleasures of life. looking at the 88 hammers on 264 strings, my fingers touched the full c major first chord. The rich sound of strings vibrated through the air into my ears, wait, theres something wrong, its not off, its in tune...yet it doesn't seem right, this piano is young...very young...it needs to be more often ultilised. i sat down, and played the slow version of Good day by Click 5.
I do not conciously choose song after song after song, the images in my head just appear and my fingers just follow, its kinda like playing whatever u feel like playing. Theres no fixed song, its jus a mixture of tunes. Bliss. Whoops, hanwei and shawn came to take over, time to go canteen.
The rest of the day was too fast to register.
Well, there is at least one more but trival thing i would like to express. School ended, just about to leave the compound with two classmates, but my bladder was at its limit, telling them to go first, i headed to answer nature's call, came out, spotted my old pal swee, sat down and chatted about runescape, do not mock the graphic quality for game depth and disversity compensates for it. Discussion about investment and experience gaining and we've decided to make a record of all high value items in Grand exchange for a period of time before investing. Afew moments later, a brisk of pink trinkled by, guarded by two of her friends. Im not sure our eyes met but seeing her was well enough to sooth my heart. Having my conversation interrupted by what swee deems to be a random girl gave it away. But as a smart and mature guy, he kept quiet.
i looked again, and continued the conversation.
Work count : Chem transition, read econs.
Lame comment of the day : Nature's call?tell her wrong number.
Movie starring toto, for your viewing pleasure.
~datahush vi britannia commands..
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