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Thursday, August 16, 2007
i hate thursdays, long and breakless. but at least its over, yay tml friday. got cca, but i hate lion dance...sian.
my family is quite cocked up, jus finish quarrel. 3vs1, mom,dad,sis against me. but dun get me wrong, I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG. we are quarreling over my sis.
the whole world revolves ard my sister
shes one pampered brat
duno how to do anything herself
everything oso i mus do for her
i get the blame that shes not independant
everyimte go out duno how to open mouth
duno how to take mrt herself
do homeowrk nvr try den ask me do for her
den parents scold me cause i duwan help her
but its my parents that spoil her
keep saying i shld take care of her blah blah,but whos gna take care of her nxt time
she has this need to spend
if she dun spend, she will throw tantrum
and my parents jus giv her money spend
she got money only spend
she buy so many thing nvr use
nxt time how
den i get all the blame thats shes spoilt
then my parents keep saying i play game play game
i nvr play game for whole week
den my sis still say ya lo keep playing game
she have damm alot bad habit that i always do for her
but she keep blaming my bad habits
like forget off fan and she make it sooo big
complain to parents
and parents blame me for electricity bill high
i dun need any of them to help me with anything
besides getting pocket money
i do everthing else myself
but my sis her homework, her room things, her bad habits, her transport, her looks, her spending, her weak character all protected and settled by other ppl
the thing is
she can take my things but i cnt
take hers
but i dun even wan to take hers
but the thing is
i wan to take BACK my things which i cnt
cause mus "giv way to her"
the princess of the house
go outside become ant
and i become body guardppl laugh at her
i dun feel like defending her
she jus transform into crybaby siwen character
and come home
complain to parent
and i get it again
but if i defend her, i get involved and i kena
if go tution centre, i busy with pw den she say kor not going so i not going
dne parents blame me
but i noe i have to carry the burden
crap la dere so many to say, suan le. pls dun get me wrong im not complaining or wish anyone was dead or anything, i jus need to voice my feelings that all. i have to take the responsibility.
~datahush vi britannia commands..
10:54 PM
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(i can't seem to get rid of the its all about me thingy its quite spas=.=)
Tan Huan Shen
AJC, 0307, bhss 4e1.
Wushu.
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
i hate thursdays, long and breakless. but at least its over, yay tml friday. got cca, but i hate lion dance...sian.
my family is quite cocked up, jus finish quarrel. 3vs1, mom,dad,sis against me. but dun get me wrong, I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG. we are quarreling over my sis.
the whole world revolves ard my sister
shes one pampered brat
duno how to do anything herself
everything oso i mus do for her
i get the blame that shes not independant
everyimte go out duno how to open mouth
duno how to take mrt herself
do homeowrk nvr try den ask me do for her
den parents scold me cause i duwan help her
but its my parents that spoil her
keep saying i shld take care of her blah blah,but whos gna take care of her nxt time
she has this need to spend
if she dun spend, she will throw tantrum
and my parents jus giv her money spend
she got money only spend
she buy so many thing nvr use
nxt time how
den i get all the blame thats shes spoilt
then my parents keep saying i play game play game
i nvr play game for whole week
den my sis still say ya lo keep playing game
she have damm alot bad habit that i always do for her
but she keep blaming my bad habits
like forget off fan and she make it sooo big
complain to parents
and parents blame me for electricity bill high
i dun need any of them to help me with anything
besides getting pocket money
i do everthing else myself
but my sis her homework, her room things, her bad habits, her transport, her looks, her spending, her weak character all protected and settled by other ppl
the thing is
she can take my things but i cnt
take hers
but i dun even wan to take hers
but the thing is
i wan to take BACK my things which i cnt
cause mus "giv way to her"
the princess of the house
go outside become ant
and i become body guardppl laugh at her
i dun feel like defending her
she jus transform into crybaby siwen character
and come home
complain to parent
and i get it again
but if i defend her, i get involved and i kena
if go tution centre, i busy with pw den she say kor not going so i not going
dne parents blame me
but i noe i have to carry the burden
crap la dere so many to say, suan le. pls dun get me wrong im not complaining or wish anyone was dead or anything, i jus need to voice my feelings that all. i have to take the responsibility.
missy speaks
10:54 PM